insensible nonsense*
June 29, 2008
posted by driE at 12:21:00 AM

1 jam yang lalu?
+ mkn ma jei+tody di city garden.

1 hari yang lalu?
+ naik pswt ke perth.

1 menit yang lalu?
+ ngelirik ke tv liat acara masakmemasak.

1 orang yang terakhir sms kamu?
+ bebe.

1 orang yang terakhir menelpon kamu?
+ jenjen.

1 barang yang baru dibeli?
+ shoooes!

1 barang yang baru hilang?
+ wahh. ngga inget!

1 profil yang terakhir diliat?
+ ngga inget jg...

1 hal yang terakhir digosipin?
+ orang brantem.

1 kata yang ingin diteriakin
+ kangen neeeeeehhh...

1 buku yang lg dibaca?
+ jakarta-paris via french kiss.

1 penyakit yang sering dateng?
+ penyakit ngantuk+males kronis..

1 keinginan?
+ sukses dong.

1 yang sedang dipikirkan?
+ "mst cepet* bobo niih."

1 tempat yg semalem kamu kunjungin?
+ joy cafe.

1 hal yang kamu tunggu-tunggu bulan ini?
+ tunggu iie gw+kluarganya datang besookkkk :D

1 benda apa yang kamu pegang di tangan?
+ skrg? lg nyentuh keyboard dong.

1 kegiatan yang mau kamu lakukan 3 jam ke depan?
+ bobo. hehe.

1 acara tv yang kamu tunggu malam ini?
+ the night is almost over!

1 nama org yg kamu temuin kemarin malam?
+ maya.

1 org yg kamu kangenin?
+ bebe.

1 makanan fav kamu?
+ nasi padaaannnnnnngg... jadi lapar..

1 minuman fav kamu
+ nĂ¼ green tea with honey!

1 binatang yg kamu pelihara?
+ ngga ada sih, tp pgn beli kura niihh.

1 hobby kamu?
+ ntn dvd.. hobi baru!

1.negara kesukaan kamu?
+ indo doonnggggg...

1 binatang yg kmu benci?
+ LABALABA!
 
June 28, 2008
posted by driE at 11:57:00 PM

Hey! I'm back!
Message sent

Message received
Oh hey welcome back.

Thanks. Don't sound too excited :p
Message sent

Message received
Well we can't meet up anyway. There's nothing to be excited about.


Sheesh.. grow up!
 
June 25, 2008
posted by driE at 1:14:00 AM

I hugged him close.
"Do you love me?" Me.
"Of course I do. Why do you suddenly ask me that?" Him.
"Suddenly I got scared." Me.
"Scared of what?" Him.
"Scared to get close to anyone because everyone who ever said 'I'll be there' left." Me.

He hugged me tighter.

"I'm not leaving."

Eventhough I know that's probably not forever, but it's good enough for now.

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Now playing: John Mayer - 83
via FoxyTunes
 
June 21, 2008
posted by driE at 12:19:00 PM

if only you knew
what it was like loving you with everything.
what it was like fighting for you.
what it was like to sacrifice.

if only you knew
the nightmare I went through.
the pain that broke my heart everytime.
the fear of letting you go.

if only you knew
how hard it is to say no.
how hard it is seeing you there but not being able to touch.
how hard it is not being able to build that bridge one more time..


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Now playing: Detik - Tentang Cinta
via FoxyTunes
 
June 20, 2008
posted by driE at 12:48:00 AM

Strange day today.
It started strangely. Also ended strangely.
Dipenuhi kepingan kepingan masa lalu.

Phew. What a day!


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Now playing: Afgan - Sadis
via FoxyTunes
 
June 17, 2008
posted by driE at 11:35:00 PM

Pacar bertandang ke rumah mantan pacar bersama pacar mantan pacarnya pacar.


SO Melrose Place.
 
June 16, 2008
posted by driE at 12:03:00 AM

Ayo ayo dipupukin dan diairin terus..
Jangan lupa dikasih sinar matahari ya biar sehat.
Tapi tumbuhnya tetap butuh waktu loh, ngga bisa diburu-buru.
Oh, jangan terlalu sering diairin dan dipupukin, nanti busuk.
Biar ngga layu gimana caranya ya?
Terus hati-hati sama benalu, bisa repot.

Iya tetap mesti didoain juga, biar kuasa Tuhan ikutan.
 
June 13, 2008
posted by driE at 11:26:00 PM

oh the irony of it all.
 
June 12, 2008
posted by driE at 1:18:00 AM

Hari ini gw merasa bahagia.
It's been a while :) Hope this feeling lasts.

HA! Bahagia kok rasanya aneh ya..? Hehe.
I was being a complete fool and he thought it was cute.
Wow.. right?
 
June 10, 2008
posted by driE at 2:14:00 AM



Saw it. Love it. Would love to see it again.
I can relate to this movie on so many levels.
 
June 09, 2008
posted by driE at 11:38:00 PM

itCOULDbeYOU: so are you happy?

me: define happy.

itCOULDbeYOU: you know. happy. butterflies. euphoria. never ending smiles. happy.

me: well i dont feel sad. does that mean im happy?

itCOULDbeYOU: i dont know. no?

me: i guess you can say i feel happy. not everyday-is-good-weather-a-storm-is-just-another-kind-of-good-weather happy. but.. yeah. im not sad. so maybe im happy. or maybe i just feel... indifferent.

itCOULDbeYOU: maybe not yet?

me: yeah. maybe.

 
posted by driE at 2:40:00 PM

The thing that's been keeping me pleasantly busy :)
Main-main yaaa..
Ada di food court Sunter Mall sama food court Taman Anggrek Mall.
Hope to see you there! :D


 
June 07, 2008
posted by driE at 12:59:00 PM

Tulis apa ya..?

Do you think the older you get, the harder it is to get back those fluttery flighty feelings in your stomach when you are attracted to someone? Whatever happened to those butterflies?

Do you think your pain threshold increases along with the increased frequency of you getting hurt? I've forgotten what it feels like to not be hurt, I've been waking up every morning with the same feeling. I think I've gone numb or something. Or maybe my pain threshold is just increased.

Do you think it's weird that one person thinks the world of you but another person thinks nothing of you? Talk about meaning the world to someone..

Random favourites:
1. Mini cornettos.
2. Kerispatih - Tak Lekang Oleh Waktu. Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu. Demi Cinta.
3. Grey's Anatomy.
4. Kembalilah.
5. Patrick Dempsey.
6. Strawberry juice with condensed milk.
7. McDonald's fries with the shaker seasoning thing.
8. Nokia 6300 (makasih yaa.. :) )
9. Walking up the stairs to my apartment.
10. Jalan* di Carrefour.
 
June 05, 2008
posted by driE at 1:04:00 AM

What if you were only given one chance?
One chance to walk away and never look back.
To seize that portion of happiness you deserve.
To feel valuable again after all you've been through.

Would you walk away from what was never really yours?
The thing you yearn for the most it aches in places you didn't know exist.
Which was close but never close enough.
Where your heart has decided to stay.

You wonder how you can leave.
After all the tears and the laughter.
After your heart's been shattered into a million pieces.
After the broken hopes and dreams.

And what if today was your chance?
Would you take it..
or leave it?