March 25, 2007
posted by driE at 8:06:00 PM
Banyak kerjaan.
Hari ini kerjaan gw ditambahin lagi di gereja. Iya, gw yang salah mgkn bilang iya. But.. I can't help but help. Huh ky iklan SGIO. Anyway, it means gw harus kerja bareng someone yang I think doesn't like me. Gw sih ngga ada problem ya kerja sama dya, I mean you can't always work with the people you choose to work with, right? Tapi gw takut nti gara* ini dya jadi makin ngga suka lagi sama gw, she might think that I'm trying to take over her job. Which I'm not. Gw cuma diminta bantuin.
Kerjaan kuliah juga lagi numpuk. Ada 2 peer yang due lusa dan gw blum sentuh satu pun. Ada group assignment yang bsok maw di meeting-in tapi blum bikin. Huhu. Looks like it's gonna be a long night for me then.
Ada hiburan sih. Suasana hati lagi happy, mudah*an it'll last. Tadi juga baru catch up sama belahan jiwa gw. No no, it's not a guy. They're my high school friends. Seneng banged. Rasanya ky gw dapet extra boost of energy.
"Elo.. soulmate gw. Mereka.. belahan jiwa gw."
Can't wait til Thursday. Really really can't wait.
Counting down: 4 more sleeps.
Hari ini kerjaan gw ditambahin lagi di gereja. Iya, gw yang salah mgkn bilang iya. But.. I can't help but help. Huh ky iklan SGIO. Anyway, it means gw harus kerja bareng someone yang I think doesn't like me. Gw sih ngga ada problem ya kerja sama dya, I mean you can't always work with the people you choose to work with, right? Tapi gw takut nti gara* ini dya jadi makin ngga suka lagi sama gw, she might think that I'm trying to take over her job. Which I'm not. Gw cuma diminta bantuin.
Kerjaan kuliah juga lagi numpuk. Ada 2 peer yang due lusa dan gw blum sentuh satu pun. Ada group assignment yang bsok maw di meeting-in tapi blum bikin. Huhu. Looks like it's gonna be a long night for me then.
Ada hiburan sih. Suasana hati lagi happy, mudah*an it'll last. Tadi juga baru catch up sama belahan jiwa gw. No no, it's not a guy. They're my high school friends. Seneng banged. Rasanya ky gw dapet extra boost of energy.
"Elo.. soulmate gw. Mereka.. belahan jiwa gw."
Can't wait til Thursday. Really really can't wait.
Counting down: 4 more sleeps.
March 23, 2007
posted by driE at 3:47:00 AM
o345AM. Still wide awake. Been in bed trying to get some sleep since o1ooAM and obviously it hasn't worked very well. Am supposed to wake up at o63oAM to go to an o8ooAM lecture. A very important one I might add. Guess I'll be skipping that then. Unless I don't sleep at all. Sounds like a plan? No. Got a LONG day tomorrow, can't afford to not get any sleep at all.
Arrhh.. this is really frustrating! I WANT to sleep! It felt really good to get into bed.. until almost 3 hours later I'm still wide awake.
Okay my eyes are actually getting tired now. Hmm.. I've got my window opened and the breeze is coming into my room. Very nice. Then why wouldn't I fall asleep?? Seriously, this is irritating me.
I'm putting on nice slow music. Who knows, maybe that can calm me down and get me sleepy.
Listening to: Choux Pastry Heart - Corinne Bailey Rae.
Counting down: 6 more sleeps.
Arrhh.. this is really frustrating! I WANT to sleep! It felt really good to get into bed.. until almost 3 hours later I'm still wide awake.
Okay my eyes are actually getting tired now. Hmm.. I've got my window opened and the breeze is coming into my room. Very nice. Then why wouldn't I fall asleep?? Seriously, this is irritating me.
I'm putting on nice slow music. Who knows, maybe that can calm me down and get me sleepy.
Listening to: Choux Pastry Heart - Corinne Bailey Rae.
Counting down: 6 more sleeps.
March 21, 2007
posted by driE at 4:48:00 PM
Has anyone ever said something to you to make you feel a certain way?
Has anyone ever done something to/for you to make you respond a certain way?
I'm sure everyone's been in that position before. Where someone does something which leads to you putting your hopes up. No, I'm not just talking about a certain someone here. I'm talking about people in general. Say they promise to do something which puts your hopes up so much just in the end to take their words back and slam you right back down on the ground.
I hate it. For me, never make promises you can't keep. Why say it in the first place if you're not sure you can keep your word? I put my hopes and expectations up high and get it thrown back in my face. I guess it's something I learnt the hard way, to not put my hopes up to save myself the disappointment. I think in a way it's made me become a pretty negative person, but I've been burnt before and I don't ever wanna feel that way again, so I put all these walls around me to protect myself.
But you.. yeah you.. [I should really be immuned to you by now]
Why do you build me up....
Has anyone ever done something to/for you to make you respond a certain way?
I'm sure everyone's been in that position before. Where someone does something which leads to you putting your hopes up. No, I'm not just talking about a certain someone here. I'm talking about people in general. Say they promise to do something which puts your hopes up so much just in the end to take their words back and slam you right back down on the ground.
I hate it. For me, never make promises you can't keep. Why say it in the first place if you're not sure you can keep your word? I put my hopes and expectations up high and get it thrown back in my face. I guess it's something I learnt the hard way, to not put my hopes up to save myself the disappointment. I think in a way it's made me become a pretty negative person, but I've been burnt before and I don't ever wanna feel that way again, so I put all these walls around me to protect myself.
But you.. yeah you.. [I should really be immuned to you by now]
Why do you build me up....
...just to let me down?
March 16, 2007
posted by driE at 10:03:00 AM
di tag sama audi.
5 reasons why i blog.
1. gw suka nulis. ini salah satu tempat dimana gw bebas menulis.
2. gw ngga pduli whether people read my blog or not, yg penting perasaan gw udh gw tumpahin ksini.
3. dokumentasi. one day ill look back through my entries and i can go, "ooh.. ive been through this bfore. ive felt this way bfore."
4. kadang* daripada ngga ada kerjaan lain ya i write stuff bwat menuh*in blog gw. hehe. tempat pelampiasan!
5. gw suka banged blogwalking. i love learning things through what other people have experienced. it is a well known fact that "whatever you want other people do to you, you must first do it to them". so here i am, sharing my experiences :)
those i tag:
1. pyro
2. gie
3. taring
5 reasons why i blog.
1. gw suka nulis. ini salah satu tempat dimana gw bebas menulis.
2. gw ngga pduli whether people read my blog or not, yg penting perasaan gw udh gw tumpahin ksini.
3. dokumentasi. one day ill look back through my entries and i can go, "ooh.. ive been through this bfore. ive felt this way bfore."
4. kadang* daripada ngga ada kerjaan lain ya i write stuff bwat menuh*in blog gw. hehe. tempat pelampiasan!
5. gw suka banged blogwalking. i love learning things through what other people have experienced. it is a well known fact that "whatever you want other people do to you, you must first do it to them". so here i am, sharing my experiences :)
those i tag:
1. pyro
2. gie
3. taring
March 09, 2007
posted by driE at 6:04:00 PM
It feels like I'm standing on that crossroad again. Which road should I take?
The one that takes me where I want to be,
or the one that takes me where I think I should be?
If I take the first one, I might screw up something that could've worked out in the future if I hadn't forced it right now. Something good.
If I take the second one.. what if I should've taken the first road?
Are we fighting the forces of nature or is this the force of nature?
The one that takes me where I want to be,
or the one that takes me where I think I should be?
If I take the first one, I might screw up something that could've worked out in the future if I hadn't forced it right now. Something good.
If I take the second one.. what if I should've taken the first road?
Are we fighting the forces of nature or is this the force of nature?